Monday, May 23, 2011

After April 28th 2011...

Everyday i feel like my time is getting nearer.
Everyday i wake up thinking will i ever be okay.
Everyday i look forward to what's in store for me.
Everyday i feel like im a trouble.

Most of the time these days,
i wake up feeling like a piece of shit.
though how much i try to tell people im okay.
no, im not. im really not okay.

everyday my heart beats so fast,
i need to find a second to catch my breath.
and it hurts everytime i took one deep breath.
cause i keep thinking wthr It's still inside my heart.

here i am confessing my thoughts,
cause i believe there's not much reader...
that everyday, im living in fear.

but Alhamdullilah,
im greatful to Allah for what he had planned for me.
i just need a lil more strength than what ive already been given,
to get through this.

well yes, there's something wrong with me.

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