You will lose faith.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

This will destroy you.

so... if any of you who still bothers to read here,
im no longer using this anymore fyi.

i've decided to publish my next one so,
check out my new livejournal if you want too!
http://azieeavi.livejournal.com/

so long! :)

Sunday, June 5, 2011

bye.

so yes.... ive alrdy made a new livejournal.
goodbye mystificxtion! till we meet again.

Bright lights. ♥

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Bye for now - Lagwagon

I feel like starting a new livejournal instead of blogspot.
and im gonna abandon this....
gonna put the past behind me,
and start a new life with a new title.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Eat your words.

I'll be back very soon i promise.
so many good/bad things had happened but on a bright side,
im grateful with life. Alhamdullilah.

Monday, May 23, 2011

shit.

im not done with my 40 days.

at this rate, he really shouldn't be telling me all this.

but i can't make it stop cause i dont have the courage to do so.

he should really stop.

im typing this, with the exact feeling i felt before i got attacked again.

YaAllah, please gimme the strength.

After April 28th 2011...

Everyday i feel like my time is getting nearer.
Everyday i wake up thinking will i ever be okay.
Everyday i look forward to what's in store for me.
Everyday i feel like im a trouble.

Most of the time these days,
i wake up feeling like a piece of shit.
though how much i try to tell people im okay.
no, im not. im really not okay.

everyday my heart beats so fast,
i need to find a second to catch my breath.
and it hurts everytime i took one deep breath.
cause i keep thinking wthr It's still inside my heart.

here i am confessing my thoughts,
cause i believe there's not much reader...
that everyday, im living in fear.

but Alhamdullilah,
im greatful to Allah for what he had planned for me.
i just need a lil more strength than what ive already been given,

to get through this.

well yes, there's something wrong with me.

Friday, May 20, 2011

Hiding my heart.

"But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I spend my whole life hiding my heart away."

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Happy 20th in 5 more days!

Initially Rezal wanted to help me book MBS hotel for my birthday for a good price but blame it on myself for procrastinating that all the dates i selected are fully booked :( its okay cause you know what really matters? for this people to be there with me during my birthday...

Haikal, Ary, Asrezal, Alfa, Zahrin, Biman, Afif, Manda, Ansari, Syahir.
Dina, Maii, Shikin.
Radziman, Asyraf, Taufiq, Ariff, Dasuki, Raini, Zul, Ali.

that's all that matters. ♥

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

A.

Yes, im happy.
you make me happy.
as simple as just being yourself.